I’m lack of PROACTIVENESS in whatever I’m doing. Realising this shortcoming only during the process of FYP. From Shihui, I realised that I’m lack in so many areas, and I got to do something!!! In less than a month, I maybe starting a new life soon, working…

Well, franking speaking this job isn’t what I want to do or even stay long. If it wasn’t because of several factors to consider, I would have rejected Emily, my boss. However, it will be my first official desk-bound job after graduation, I should be optimistic about it! It will be a new start, and this job is going to save me from recession, I should be positive and happy. I hope I would not be as blur as I was during internship, or else I will soon be in deep shit again.

Meanwhile, exam is coming soon, I got to pass every module so that I can graduate. I’m rather disappointed in my mid-sem result for both modules that I have. Reflecting that my ability to balance in between projects and studies is poor. I need to buck up! I have not been giving myself stress for quite some time already, not even during FYP. Worries are not naturally stress. In my content, stress is something that can either pull you off from reality or it can push you forward to achieve a better result. Ever since my last achievement(at least something I think I have achieved), I have been having worries and only a little bit of stress that has not been pushing me forward, but hidding at one corner. Coward! Haiz…