How to be insanely genius?

Presently, doing 2 bridging courses for my UOL course. Bridging course, typical exemption exam, easy easy should it be. Sorry, that was my wrong perception. Bridging course means in the shortest time, covering all you need to know for ppl who has done in half a year, you need to speed up from poly’s standard to ‘A’ level standard to UOL’s diploma’s standard then to UOL’s degree year 1′s standard. HOLLY MOLLY! lots to cover. Now I am more convince to how foolish i was, not choosing JC to poly. haiz. but so be it! Let’s work harder than ever. ‘Let’s’ – purely alone.  whatever.

Economics and Finance, not my finest choice, w that word ‘finance’. However Economics always overwhelm me, Ms Nancy Tan did. But now Mr. Mark Harris is scaring me. To overcome all the above standards + Mr. Mark Harris + a disadvantage that most of my classmates are ‘self-employ’, I felt like i am left w four words, stranded in an imaginary island; ‘I’M NOT INSANELY GENIUS’.

How to be insanely genius so to pass this bridging course, particularly for my Econs? i need seek some experts from my neighbour, seriously serious. Just started my bridging 2 weeks ago, now left w less than a month and half to battle out w Mr. Mark. But he is a real professional lecturer. No lecture notes, just many many plain white papers and lots and lots of coloured pens for his lectures. Just listen and draw, sounds easy huh? nope nope nope. He forgot to add in two more words; ‘think’ and ‘understand’. Everything in a fast pace.

Above sounds like hell, but i like being hell. Though my life is all about sleep-work-school-study-sleep, then wake up, again and again same old pattern. It’s okay, i madly enjoying this. It feels like i am finally running towards something in my life, out from my comfort zone, and in some sort of war . This feeling alone is satisfiying, sounds a bit psychoctic but i like it. hahaha. It feels like the period when i was organising events in my poly days, even harder and lonely than that.  PATHETIC PSYCHOTIC!  

At work is another war against time, everyday i try to finish up everything to knock of at 6pm sharp, especially whenever i have lesson at night. but soon, this will be over for awhile. I’m quitting in a month time, just tendered my letter to my boss. Relieved, bascially i believe i am barely ready for my exam, and so i decided, since i wanted to quit all along, might as well quit now, though i yet to find any job, i shall just tendered without thinking so much. 有感觉就去做！不要在想了！

Running after time is seriously hard! everyday I’m so physically and mentally worn out, but worth it and liking it! Madness me.