A bit of lethargic, to make decision for mundane matters and I’m in a ‘ANYTHING’ kinda of mood. Where to go, what to do, what to eat, who to go out with, all my replies are ‘ANYTHING’. Anything until I have trouble buying food during lunch hour, thinking and thinking of what I should eat. Sometimes, how I wish for a machine to tell me what food to order everyday.

A bit of insane, have been talking, thinking and mumbling to myself recently. I have alot more to think and do, and my brain is working in a multi-task mode. Further studies, work, change of job, career, my parents (Don’t know what they want from me, I STILL WANT TO STUDY VERY MUCH, CHINA’s Trip CAN, but pls let me study 1st), taiwan/Hong kong,financial, insurance, buddhism, DSLR and many many…. hmmm… Is this all because I’ve started working or because I’ve too much that I want to achieve???

trying to be positive w everything, but sometimes I can’t help but to admit ‘YES, I’m STRESS-up’ and i need more space, time and understanding more than ever.

I cancelled everything all my dates on Saturday just because i really want to spend the quality time w my poly friends, then again disappointed!!!! Do I look like a fool? Supposely this outing is Mel who said she wants to have outing w us, Jia ying went to email all of us, then I was so excited to meet them that I suggest where to go, do what, meet where, I wasn’t planning. Mel came and tell me: ‘ I thought you and Jia ying planning?????’ What the FUCK seriously! Everything also i must take responsible for it. Msg them, nv reply, waited for so long to meet up, two days before all fuck up tell me need to go early, need to come later, got dinner and dance, got cousin b’dae and one MIA! WHAT the hack, again and again I am so disappointed!!!!! Maybe they all think is nothing, treating me like a fool, why I can cancel everything for them everytimes when they just say ‘let’s meet’????? Why cant they do the same????? I’m crying, for like what the hack shld i be crying????? I’m super disappointed and angry and feel so much like a fool! and I know they wouldnt care or dare to even ask me.

I shall do my glass painting this week since I’ve nothing on and i bought new colours.

I was high on happiness for Janice.
Finally, a long waiting for party has arrived, and was truly indeed a blast!
Am happy for her.
I was super hyperactive for I guess the party went off pretty fun w many ppl that I have not seen for ages, came. Hazel, Elspeth, Lixin (oh gosh, 3 yrs), Priscilla and Huan ying.

:):)

rain rain, go away.
making me feel sleepy.

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pretty agree by now that soul mate isn’t one.
naive thought used to think soul mate is one and only.
not anymore.

realised that I’ve a few soul mates which share & impact me alot in different aspect of life.

new soul mate found.

00:00hrs 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! I’m 21.

wires are irritating, they get tangled up and confuse so easily.
just like human’s mind.

Johnny Depp, I just LOVE HIM!!! can’t wait for his movies

Public Enemies, coming soon, perhaps early next year?

Alice in Wonderland, not coming soon, perhaps next year end?