thirteenrainbow

How to be insanely genius?

ongyushu — Sun, 02 May 2010 07:19:19 +0000

Presently, doing 2 bridging courses for my UOL course. Bridging course, typical exemption exam, easy easy should it be. Sorry, that was my wrong perception. Bridging course means in the shortest time, covering all you need to know for ppl who has done in half a year, you need to speed up from poly’s standard to ‘A’ level standard to UOL’s diploma’s standard then to UOL’s degree year 1′s standard. HOLLY MOLLY! lots to cover. Now I am more convince to how foolish i was, not choosing JC to poly. haiz. but so be it! Let’s work harder than ever. ‘Let’s’ – purely alone. whatever.

Economics and Finance, not my finest choice, w that word ‘finance’. However Economics always overwhelm me, Ms Nancy Tan did. But now Mr. Mark Harris is scaring me. To overcome all the above standards + Mr. Mark Harris + a disadvantage that most of my classmates are ‘self-employ’, I felt like i am left w four words, stranded in an imaginary island; ‘I’M NOT INSANELY GENIUS’.

How to be insanely genius so to pass this bridging course, particularly for my Econs? i need seek some experts from my neighbour, seriously serious. Just started my bridging 2 weeks ago, now left w less than a month and half to battle out w Mr. Mark. But he is a real professional lecturer. No lecture notes, just many many plain white papers and lots and lots of coloured pens for his lectures. Just listen and draw, sounds easy huh? nope nope nope. He forgot to add in two more words; ‘think’ and ‘understand’. Everything in a fast pace.

Above sounds like hell, but i like being hell. Though my life is all about sleep-work-school-study-sleep, then wake up, again and again same old pattern. It’s okay, i madly enjoying this. It feels like i am finally running towards something in my life, out from my comfort zone, and in some sort of war . This feeling alone is satisfiying, sounds a bit psychoctic but i like it. hahaha. It feels like the period when i was organising events in my poly days, even harder and lonely than that. PATHETIC PSYCHOTIC!

At work is another war against time, everyday i try to finish up everything to knock of at 6pm sharp, especially whenever i have lesson at night. but soon, this will be over for awhile. I’m quitting in a month time, just tendered my letter to my boss. Relieved, bascially i believe i am barely ready for my exam, and so i decided, since i wanted to quit all along, might as well quit now, though i yet to find any job, i shall just tendered without thinking so much. 有感觉就去做！不要在想了！

Running after time is seriously hard! everyday I’m so physically and mentally worn out, but worth it and liking it! Madness me.

the sartorialist fav.#01

ongyushu — Sat, 27 Mar 2010 14:16:20 +0000

Looks like Jude Law. cool.

there ain’t nothing wrong abt this.

ongyushu — Sat, 27 Mar 2010 14:01:41 +0000

“I DON’T HATE HER, I JUST

FEEL BETTER WITHOUT

HER EXISTENCE.”

- ONG YU SHU

dramatic world, I don’t want to see, hear and talk about it

ongyushu — Sat, 20 Feb 2010 03:28:44 +0000

Life is drama, drama comes from life. What we watch on television reflects on individuals’ life. How pathetic how human wants their life to be, and how pitiful is those who suffer from other’s action. But karma goes around comes around, what you have experienced now, is the cause and effect of what you had done in your previous lifetimes. So well, to end it is to cease it, don’t think too much or wanting to revenge, it will just come again.

american boy best version

ongyushu — Sat, 20 Feb 2010 02:53:53 +0000

just less than one more month!

ongyushu — Thu, 18 Feb 2010 16:56:53 +0000

I can’t wait for SIM to be notified in regards to my application to UOL, uniSIM. Extremely anticipating for the outcome, hope hope hope I will get in. This is occupying my mind most of the time now, my most concern.

Wanna be accepted by uniSIM, saving up lots of money and find a good job are now my priorities, REALLY! Most of my time is thinking and thinking abt all these. Whenever I am free, I would take out my piggy banks to count $$$! haha. My families think that I am crazy. Yeah! I have never felt so passionate, wanting to achieve my goals! YES!!!! At the same times, I am training myself to have a better work attitudes and human skill with less pretentious smile(most of the times being forced out) LOL!

YES! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!! :D:D

friends again

ongyushu — Thu, 18 Feb 2010 16:46:07 +0000

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY, EXTREMELY HAPPY!!!!!!! Yeap, we are back as friends like only this few months, and I’m truly happy, really unable to describe. Just so happy! Nearly 2 years ago, I thought it would really end, but now it has been proven, we can still be friends. Now that she left for Melbourne, I know I must make more effort to update each other and concern abt each other life to continue this friendship, or else we could have a silence ending. Yeap, so I must skype, msn and write letters to her more often! Hope she finds her appartment soon at Melbourne.

i just wanna praise her

ongyushu — Fri, 05 Feb 2010 11:20:42 +0000

though can’t say it out, but LENA JIA YOU! You’re my IDOL and I look up to you very very much!!! :D:D

need you now

ongyushu — Tue, 02 Feb 2010 04:38:02 +0000

another favourite song by Lady Antebellum, a talented grp of people!

If I don’t show the harder side of reality, how can I get what I need (not what I want)?

ongyushu — Fri, 29 Jan 2010 07:58:49 +0000

is not as if I want to, SOP SOP SOP.
No response, no mercy, this is just the game.
what if your cargoes has disputes? can’t load?
who bear the responsibliity, I bear you know?
customer is always right, then you will have to report to my boss for your losses. so why show mercy for you all?

Not as if I never try before, I did.
no response too, what for?
you want to be friend friend w me when u need help, but then when i need help, you tell me customer wants it this way, without trying.
friend like this? i doubt and beg to be diff.

so why cant i CC your boss in? when u all always come over to my side and shout why cargoes shut out?

be reasonable, that was just a little harder side of reality, and you can’t take it, why cant you when i can? dont complain, life is let this, not whether you like or not.